reconsidering me

which way would you prefer? 


don't answer.

my goal is to stain your brain

with a little stan brakhage 

so beautiful it had to be broken into two parts.

self destructive behavior

bas jan ader - a dutch conceptual artist, performance artist, photographer and film maker who *supposedly* died in 1975 attempting to paddle the northern sea in january.  his body was never recovered.

but this is about how i feel right now -







to leave you with...

self defense

an important skill

do you know about emma kunz?

emma kunz - 1892 - 1963
an artist, researcher, telepathic, prophet, healer-extraordinair.  discoverer of the power of the Wurenlos healing rock (which she named AION A), and achiever of near miracles through enlightened advice and treatments.  she herself rejected the term miracle.  believed them to be the result of her ability to use and activate powers that lie dormant in everyone!  and she made beautiful graph drawings... (which also harness healing powers)

 

  

  

  

 

"The time will come when my pictures will be understood," said Kunz. "[They] are destined for the 21st century."

 emma kunz center
 
what is going on here?  is this some sort of foot fetish thing?

men don't care for careless women

well i'll be damned

i grew up with this sexybitofaprint always hung in my mother's bathroom above the pot. everywhere we lived there it was next to or behind the toilet. i asked her about it a lot when i was younger. she said an old boyfriend gave it to her. a very racy thing to keep hanging from an ex. i always figured he drew it himself....

but no!




it's a MUNCH! EDVARD MUNCH! oh the things you discover in school...

swansong/crowbaby

my spirit animals - a tie for first:


swan
* Awakening the power of self
* Understanding dream symbols
* Seeing into the future
* Understanding spiritual evolution
* Developing intuitive abilities
* Divination
* Grace in dealing with others

Powers: Foretelling future through dreams, dream-walking
Best matches: Wolves, Horses, Otters
Watch out for: Cougars, Foxes, Hawks



crowbaby
* Guardian of the place before existence
* Ability to move in space and time
* Honoring ancestors
* Ethics and Ethical behavior
* Carrier of souls from darkness into light
* Working without fear in darkness
* Guidance while working in shadow
* Moves freely in the void
* Understands all things related to ethics
* Shapeshifter

Powers: foreseeing death, communicating with the dead, resurrection
Best matches: Foxes, Wolves, Swans
Watch out for: Wolverines, Bears, Hawks



quiz courtesy of kaitlin!

when i write my dreams, i avoid the sexual things

by the way --- i can't get enough



this is what my life sounds like. good god.